#12 平安夜

Its close to 3am on the Christmas eve night and I just got home not long ago. Had to shower in icy cold water cos my parents are asleep and I didn't want to disturb them so now I'm wide awake, while waiting for my hair to dry :)

You are still online at whatsapp too. But I didn't dare to send you a text. I keep on logging into whatsapp just to see if u are still online.. And u are there! But I'm really scared that u would just ignore my messages again. The feeling u are giving now is just like how u treated Kim when she wanted to talk to u more but u just stop right there. I dont knw if I'm right but I really hate this kind of treatment. So the only thing I can do is to rant here, to scream here!

Anyway, it's Christmas eve.. So 平安夜快乐！

I'm still waiting for my Xmas present!